No.10

Giving Up

Inside Issue 10

Giving Up and Carrying On: ‘Life-Art’

Maria Walsh

 

Death in Bavaria

Ingrid Lyons

 

Main Character

Niamh Campbell

 

Constructs and Cycles

Aisling Clark

I Was Very Minor

Doireann Ní Ghríofa

 

Oilliphéist, Leviathan, Biddrina, Jörmungandr

Sadbh O’Brien

 

Artwork

Banbha McCann

Shorts

Fergus Feehily

Roy Claire Potter

Isabel Nolan

Chris Fite-Wassilak

Wendy Erskine

Ella Bertilsson

Orit Gat

 

I felt sure I was going to die and that nobody in the room understood this. The division of civil self from animal body in that instant was like ushering a panicked relative out of the room: all reason and control banished, leaving only pure instinct. To this instinctual self, who stuck around for months after the birth, my own writings seemed kitsch, vacuous, and mannerist, or just derivative of myself.
It is possible, it turned out, to be derivative of yourself.

— Niamh Campbell
Main Character

Zine Spotlight

Learning the Word Dilettante is a 40 page zine that was Paul's response to a period of inertia where the drive to 'make' was intense but the challenge of choosing a direction (of medium, research area, methodology etc) felt overwhelming. So, he went nowhere. Aware that this was not a unique experience Paul decided that rather than attempt to overcome or master the perceived obstacle he would delve into the phenomenon.

The zine weaves together universal themes alongside more personal/autobiographical experiences to foreground the struggles, vulnerability and sheer absurdity involved in making. Combining photos, quotes and found imagery, Learning the Word Dilettante provokes the viewer to reflect on notions of authenticity, ego, taste and self-doubt that circulate art and the artist.

Paul is a multidisciplinary artist whose practice includes digital media, creative writing, print and film. His dissertation, ‘Chronic Illness Narratives and Neoliberalism’ lay the foundations for a practice which today still revolves around issues of personal identity and the consequences of the neoliberal agenda proliferation in society.